Quantifying the Ineffable :: Finding Proof of Energetic Healing

Often when we receive healing, we have been trained to look for results... does the cough subside?  does the infection dissipate?  do the tests show us the that the mass has lessened?  Our need for proof somehow justifies that we do indeed feel better.

In energy healing, little physical proof exists.  We don't run diagnostics nor do we have nifty gadgets that show us what has shifted.  Granted, we unquestionably feel better.  We feel lighter, happier and even more enthusiastic about the world around us.  This is such a blessing... yet the nagging need for proof may still be an echo in our heads. 


I too struggle with this "little" voice and am thrilled to share some evidence that legitimizes my own healing experiences!  

So, blessed light, I offer this not as proof, but simply an anecdote to how living in the sacred--  while living in this reality-- can play itself out.  






I'm returning from sacred travels in Ireland and the UK.  The expanse of the gifts I received is as of yet unquantifiable, but I can feel a profound shift in my being.

 

Though I feel different, it can be hard for my brain to wrap itself around just what has changed.  Most of the time, I dismiss this need for proof my brain insists upon, but I am fortunate enough to be able to offer a wee bit of evidence to satisfy my mind.

The healing I received was largely in light language and felt ancient.  An activation went through my hands, restoring healing gifts from ancient civilizations and enhancing my ability to help the clients who I am blessed to work with.  My hands felt electrified and have felt delicate since, as if I need to be cautious and powerful at the same time.

 

I noticed a bruise on my hands and was perplexed as I have no memory of  hurting myself, yet there it is.... It was only 3 days later that I connected the dots that this bruise must be a result of the activations I received on my hands.



A visit to my chiro after my journey also offered some unique perspectives.  I didn't share much with him, curious instead to learn the story my spine and body might be offering.  We've worked together weekly for 6 months and I've experienced powerful shifts in that time. 
 
In his "assessment" he reported that there was more light in my body, my body was better able to hold the adjustments, and some of the former congestion and stuck-ness he had encountered remedied itself faster and with less resistance.

The gift of the ineffable is certainly enough for me.  But for my brain, which sometimes drones on with her doubt and dismissal, I can happily tell her to back off and instead engage in absorbing the full healing we have been given.


Quantum physics will continue to show us proof of these miracles, as has the work of Emoto and other vibrational energy pioneers.  But let your heart be your only proof needed.  As we trust our own experiences over the dictates of this brain, we can shift the reality around us.  

Dont' Look for Love! Practice Irresistibility

Love readings are not my specialty, not because I don't LOVE YOU and want the very best for you, but because often you don't yet know how to truly love yourself.  Ouch!  
  
The powerhouse Iyanla VanZant says, most of us are calling in our "broken parts" to meet each others broken parts.  We call in abusers (physical, verbal or mental) because something in it feels familiar- safe even.  We call in people who can't commit because of our own unhealed stuff.  None of this is new news, I hope, but allow me to share where true love can be found...

Don't Look for Love,
Practice Irresistibility!

image from artist Tanya Jacobz

When you love you, wholly fully and completely, you are a bright light shining in all of the brilliance you carry.  Like a moth to the flame, your beloved cannot help but be drawn in.  Promise.

In Lynn Andrew's Jaguar Woman, I found a phrase that has never left me...

"You cannot call in your God until you become your own Goddess."

When we carry the wounds, the doubts, the fears, we call in lovers who will help us practice this lower vibration until we are able to finally heal it.  When we love us first, dedicate ourselves to our own healing, joy, and passion, we are so bright and shiny, others cannot help but to respond.  

 
If you are ready for the healing that finally reminds you how to LOVE you, oh good golly, can we help!  Taking a peek into your infinite soul and helping move out the cobwebs to let you roar is what we do best.  From this perspective of introspective, we can easily see, feel and touch the beloved.  But until the work is embarked upon, it's all just fluff.  Until you OWN you, we can't really see the soul who can cherish you best.

So let's play.  I am happily and deliriously in service to you.    

Getting Unstuck is Uncomfortable

Getting unstuck is uncomfortable.  It's the comfort that got you stuck in the first place.  When finding a coach, healer, or therapist to work with, your aim is to find the person best suited to get you unstuck... that singular soul who can assist you in finding the triggers, the resistance and the discomfort -- and challenge you to heal it.  This challenge can come in many forms but, be prepared that it will not be the most enjoyable part of the journey.

Stuck-ness causes grief, stress, sleeplessness, depression, weight gain and general dis-ease with oneself.

Getting unstuck requires not only action, but also courage, truth and faith.  We have to have the faith that something else better comes after.  And at times, in the muck and mire of our own irritation and stench, faith feels like a farce.    

When we are unstuck, when we are in the perfect space of neutrality, of flow, of commune with the Divine, of peace, there, we discover abundant energy.  There is grace and serendipity; magic even.  This peace and flow is what lies on the other side of stuck.  Move through what makes you uncomfortable to embrace that which is yours. This truth is filled with elation, joy and glee and sometimes working toward it is the only motivation that matters. 

Unstuck is uncomfortable but it is the only way to move through, to reclaim who we were and who we are meant to be.  So when someone triggers you, don't look for an apology.  Instead give thanks that they are showing you exactly the space in you that needs to be healed right now.  Triggers are nasty lil buggers that move us out of peace and into agitation-- and in that momentary flip, they show us perfectly and clearly where it is that still needs some healin'.

Getting unstuck takes work!  It's not easy.  Easy is what gets us stuck and Comfy is staying there.  When we work on ourselves, unearthing the very best of who we are at our core, while temporarily uncomfortable, yields the most miraculous of truths!

Self work is also the most rewarding, for it frees up energy, unlocks the spaces in ourselves we did not know existed.  This allows more of us to be viable, dynamic, and alive in this world. 

What lies on the other side of stuck? 

We become who we've dreamed of being.  We inspire those we love and the Divine Dance that is life, flows in every way imaginable. 

the Egyptian Mystery

Why is there such a fascination with Egyptian spirituality? I often try and distance myself from my fondness, for fear of not wanting to be seen as obsessed.  This friction inspired a need to understand (and maybe even justify for myself) why so many people are intrigued by the enduring legacy of Egypt.

Egyptians are among the oldest (documented) cultures on the planet.  They also captured more wisdom through their writings and funerary practices than any other civilization.  We are intrigued not because of its proliferation, not just because of its longevity, but because we feel compelled, called to even the teachings that lie within.

The practices of magic and metaphysics are well chronicled.  Many of us can write it off as incantations and malarkey that hold little to no real power.  But don't be so fast to dismiss... there is a reason you know of Tut's Curse... because the Magic was so potent and powerful that it lasts thousands of years later.

For the Egyptians spirituality was metaphysical... period.  Every hieroglyph, every ornamentation, every site was imbued with spells, blessings and devotion to God, acknowledging a pervasive awareness of something bigger than just the here and now.  For the highly initiated, immortality-- mastery of the physical world and incantations-- were powerful tools given only to those focused individuals who dedicated their lives to understanding. 

In this lifetime I have completed an Egyptian Mystery School granting access to ancient knowledge passed verbally from teacher to student throughout the ages.  At the time I began, I was baffled!  I was not interested in the teachings nor was I seeking a spiritual path.  This lineage found me... and out of nowhere I found the time and money to attend.   I truly couldn't have missed out, for it's legacy was so persistent within my being. My soul knew these memories and yearned for a reminder. When in perfect alignment, things have a way of working our perfectly.  So it was when the path found me again. 

The Mystery Schools were secret only to protect the knowledge, the powerful teachings, from getting in the wrong hands.  Lengthy initiation practices ensured the students could hold within their mind and psyche the potent teachings within.  The establishment of Mystery Schools ensured sincerity in the teachings and beneficent use of the tools and techniques.  To allow these things in the hands of the greedy, inauthentic or power hungry would have been folly indeed.  

I often see the Mentoring Program as a living Mystery School.  We actively remember and practice these healing techniques that are so beneficial.  There's a reason we feel giddy afterward.... we are tapping into ancient and powerful memories!

I can recall several lifetimes only few of which occur in Egypt, yet it is from their traditions-- well documented and with proven longevity-- that much knowledge of healing comes.

So even while I myself want to not be so fascinated, I am!  I can remember (in my hands, in my bones, in my heart) how effective their methods are and for this reason, I can't get enough.  So be a hater if you'd like, but know when you step your sweetness onto my table, the full force of the Mysteries will be of the greatest assistance in your healing!

Confronting the Quiet

NEVER ALONE -- This phrase bounced through my head for years.  Each time my beloved would bellow his frustrations with his own intuitive ability to “hear” his angels and guides:  “I feel like they’ve abandoned me," he would furl with utter dismay.  I would be bombarded with Never Alone, Never Alone, Never Alone.  Like a lonely satellite orbiting without destination, this psychic barrage would flood me until I shared the message.

As one who hears and feels it all – Spirits, Ascended Masters, Angels, ghosts, and every other brand of disembodied energy—I am puzzled by the feeling of being alone.  After all we are never truly alone.  If we know God, if we know Angels, if we can feel the wind upon our face or the heat of the sun upon our skin… we are never alone.

Yet many who suffer, truly do feel uncomfortable in their own quiet.  While meditation works wonders for some people, for me it never really let me sink into my own velvety depths.  Cultivating quiet is a blissful and spacious exercise but for me, it just felt like unproductive sitting.

I instead like to be messy.  Dive into those murky waters and muck around in my own psyche.  Unfurl all matters of thoughts, randomness, shame, grief and discomfort til I pop back up clean and unscathed.  This may be Cancerian nature but, diving right the heck in always feels so much better than passive “sit and watch your thoughts float away.”  I dig me some drama, baby!

Once you can visit these waters, seeing your own Shadow and telling him, “Let’s rumble,” the loneliness dissipates.

In all healing there are 2 components – releasing & purging stuck or non-productive energies AND bringing in something new, be it inspiration, clear guidance, or even reclaimed aspects of you.

Healing can be messy, little darling, but once we can go there, clarity, peace and yes --even relief -- come bounding in.  If loneliness is your trigger, I invite you to touch your darkest corners, bring it light and allow the healing to begin.   When we can get past feeling alone, we can remember we are rather AL(L)ONE.   

...as I'm getting ready to post, 3 Libras (bellowing the lyric "you don't see me") came on Pandora... even the video shows delving into those murky depths.... how's that for cosmic timing?

Healing :: ON the table or AT the table

I consider myself primarily an energetic healer, a shaman, and secondly a psychic. I believe every session, be it a reading or a healing, will leave you feeling better. So why book a healing when I'm already sharing this with you during readings?



I always will do what I can to remove blocks, limiting beliefs, old fears and anything else that might be hindering you from being the rock star you contracted to be. While At the Table receiving a reading, I will brush away and clear from your energetic field these things. The psychic readings tend to go a bit more psychological as we seek to understand, shift and heal the way you see yourself and your understanding of the world. Spirit Guides and Angels will share with me messages to ensure you receive the guidance and love you most need to heal thyself.


The shamanic healing work....ahhhhh! This is where I get to share with you the very best of the best.  On the Table is where the true miracles occur! Your Angels actually assist me in permanently resolving issues that may have irritated, blocked or stumped you your whole life. It is in the healing where we suss out and fix the root cause of the fears, beliefs, and pains. I use a number of techniques and tools to assist in your healing but most importantly, it is the directives of your own Guides and Angels that show me how to best serve you.

A healing session is both intuitive and energetic. We chat for a bit, maybe read some cards, then create your healing plan. You lie fully clothed on the table, snug and comfy, while I use prayers, oils, sounds and crystals to make magic. Many may fall asleep while others are curious and want a verbal play by play. This is your session and never have I witnessed the same miracles twice! At least once a day I hear "I feel lighter" and take this as a great validation that the work performed was effective.

I take my role with great sincerity and feel myself in service to your soul, your very being, always. If you are curious, it may just be your Angels giving you a nudge in the right direction.

And just for a lil perspective if the energy healing feels too New Agey... Jesus was an energy healer!  The miracles He performed were highly regarded esoteric teachings commonplace in the Mystery Traditions of the time.  This image is from the Florence Cathedral in Italy. 

Intuitive Tarot Readings

For millenia, the Tarot has been a trusted asset of healers and psychics.  Its rich imagery and archetypal characters are easily understood from culture to culture. The many stories told through these cards (and their accompanying life lesson) allows you to easily identify a similar story unfolding within your own life yielding clarity and concrete options.  Due to their vivid colors and accurate depictions, you can readily recall the pictures and effortlessly remember the messages you received during your session.  

Tarot is an amazingly powerful tool to assist you in ANY life transition.  It gives us a peek into the possible future so we can better see what may lie ahead, and being aware of potential obstacles enables us to navigate them more smoothly!

~ Current Life Situations

~ Relationships & Love

~ Career & School

~ Family & Personal issues affecting you right now!

Tarot Readings capture what is energetically swirling in the ethers RIGHT NOW regarding a specific issue!  Based on the energy of this current situation, you are privy to different ways of responding and can choose a more desired path.  Tarot is an incredibly useful vehicle for self empowerment and taking charge of your own destiny.

Most readings will cover the immediate 30-60 days.  For this reason, you can consult  the Tarot more frequently.  As you effect change, the readings will reflect your personal work and give you clearly defined next steps.

 

As with all my reading, the session will leave you filled with hope, joy and feeling inspired to handle anything!

Shamanic Healing

The tools of the Shaman have been around as long as man walked the earth.  From the earliest civilizations to modern day Shamans of the rain forest, the journey world of the Shaman provides healing for his/her community by connecting with helping Spirits not of this physical world.

 

Differing from intuitive work, Shamanic Healing involves the practitioner working side-by-side with the Healing Spirits to affect change on the physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels of the client.  Instead of gathering information intuitively from outside of the client, journeying involves going deep within the realms of the Spirit World to garnish the information needed.  Meeting with Spirit Guides, I'm told how to heal your presenting issue or problem.  Assignments are commonly suggested for you to do at home to complete and solidify the energetic healing.

 

Through the use of journey work, I'm able to:

 

~ Assist deceased persons from this world to the next,

 

~ Perform soul retrievals,

 

~ Intercede & remove energies not conducive to your overall well-being, and

 

~ Meet & connect you with your Spirit Guides and Power Animals who have chosen to help you in this lifetime.

Discovering the Akashic Records

Your Akashic Record is your highest source of truth!  From the Records we can restore your optimum vibration and deliver limitless empowerment.  It is our birthright and greatest resource on this soul's journey.  

The Akashic Records are the Storehouse for the Soul.  Past, present and future deeds, thoughts and feelings are all kept in this library.  By accessing your own records, you can gain insight and clarity on any aspect of your life, for example:

~ Life Purpose -- review your Soul Contract, what are the things you agreed to do while here and tips on how to go about accomplishing commitments.  Find your true passion and explore ways to live it!

~ Past Life issues affecting your current life situation, such as the repeating of patterns blocking your ability to fulfill your life's purpose.

~ Resolution with a Loved One or a pet who has passed.  Finally, say the things you wish you could have before he or she moved on.

~ Meeting Your Angels, Guides and Ancestors who have chosen to teach and protect you throughout this lifetime.

Specific Assignments for you to complete toward taking your next steps along your Soul's journey.

Unlike a psychic reading, the Akashic Record takes you to a much deeper understanding and a grander view of “who” you really are and what lessons you have to learn in this lifetime.  It is a profound message just for you creating a shift in your consciousness. Think of it as a Spiritual jolt -- a Re-awakening -- from your own Soul and Angels reminding you what you need to be doing while on this physical plane in this current body. 

The session is an energetic healing session.  In the course of your appointment, energy is cleared away bringing you greater vitality, joy and passion.  With this renewal, you will be able to better act upon the Divine guidance shared during your reading. 

Having an energetic healing session IS NOT a passive decision. A consultation is a healing process beginning as soon as the Records are opened and continuing as long as you follow the wisdom shared within. Many times, people leave the session recognizing their worldview has shifted. This is an amazingly beautiful dialogue with your own Spirit Guides.






Accessing your Soul’s Records is your birthright -- this is not only for those Spiritually-inclined. It is a gift to you intended to be called upon when you need guidance and clarity. This gift has been shared and given to us by the Spirit World to help us in our challenges while living in this physical world.

Each reading is a privilege from the Divine to you. 
For me to be allowed to do this work, I am both humbled and blessed. Thank you, and I’ll see you in the Records!

Soul Loss ... and other esoteric soul mastery notions

In the last post on the Boon Guide, I mentioned the Soul Retrieval -- way to leave you hangin, right?   I wanted to share why this is one of my favorite tools for healing!

It's really such a powerful process and I think everyone should receive at least one Soul Retrieval in the course of a lifetime.  (I've had 3 to date and find more pieces each time!)  
The basic idea::  as traumas occur, little pieces of us branch off or run away, called soul loss.  A soul retrieval gathers the "parts" and brings them home.  

And now for the expanded version of why soul retrievals are necessary ::   ... I'll explain the process next time...

First, let's set the landscape.  The Shaman performs Soul Retriveals which are the result of Soul Loss.  The Shaman is master of the spirit and physical worlds.  It is this trained and revered healer who literally walks between worlds to help his/her community.  The tools are well honored traditions, prayers, and methods that have been passed down through the ages.  The Soul Retrieval is one such tool.  





Soul Loss is what we're delving into so we need to know what makes the soul so dang special… outside of the obvious qualities...

The soul is our most basic life force.  As soon as the soul leaves, the body dies.  Anyone who has been with a loved one at the moment of passing can tell you once the soul departs, the person looks different, empty even.  

“You don’t have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.”   - C.S. Lewis

Our soul is multi-faceted and complicated!  Not only does it venture through lifetimes, but it may even leave our body occasionally and visit other places.  Shamanic journeying, astral projection, and remote viewing are examples of the soul taking an escapade yet not fully departing the physical body.  

The soul can explore realms and come back… or in a soul loss, venture off and stay gone until we come lookin’.  Soul loss occurs any number of ways – from physical or sexual abuse, through experiencing a traumatic situation, or even just having a bad fight.  No one knows with certainty why a soul piece decides to fly off, but it is a common occurrence and one rarely addressed in our society.  Soul loss occurs for any number of reasons and cannot be prevented.  It is simply part of the package in this human condition.  

Shamans will look for hints that soul loss has occurred.  When they find clues, a soul retrieval is the next step to restoration of the client.  Here are some hints that may suggest this route:

You may notice a part of you feels dead or lost, this would be an obvious clue.  Were you in an auto accident years ago and haven't been the same since?  Or perhaps there's a relationship, long gone, that you've never been able to let go of. 

Common symptoms of a soul loss include :

 - depression
 - feeling incomplete
 - feeling stuck and not knowing how to move through it
 - feeling not like yourself, disconnected from those you love

Not all traumas cause soul loss and in some instances a piece may just decide it's all too much and hot tail it outta there.  I had one piece do exactly that.  She wasn’t happy with the choices I was making as a young adult—I enjoyed my drinking phase while she found it destructive!    

Though we cannot "prevent" soul loss, we can become energetically sensitive enough to recognize when something is off.  In this way we can do our own psychic maintenance to ensure total well being.