the Ra Ta activation that is offered within was a blessing given to me years ago from Ra-- a primordial creator being of the Egyptians. Ta is the Egyptian word for Earth, ground, root.
the RaTa is a cosmic activation which helps ease the transition from our human to galactic selves.
Getting unstuck is uncomfortable. It's the comfort that got you stuck in the first place. When finding a coach, healer, or therapist to work with, your aim is to find the person best suited to get you unstuck... that singular soul who can assist you in finding the triggers, the resistance and the discomfort -- and challenge you to heal it. This challenge can come in many forms but, be prepared that it will not be the most enjoyable part of the journey.
Stuck-ness causes grief, stress, sleeplessness, depression, weight gain and general dis-ease with oneself.
Getting unstuck requires not only action, but also courage, truth and faith. We have to have the faith that something else better comes after. And at times, in the muck and mire of our own irritation and stench, faith feels like a farce.
When we are
unstuck, when we are in the perfect space of neutrality, of flow, of
commune with the Divine, of peace, there, we discover abundant
energy. There is grace and serendipity; magic even. This peace and
flow is what lies on the other side of stuck. Move through what makes
you uncomfortable to embrace that which is yours. This truth is filled
with elation, joy and glee and sometimes working toward it is the only
motivation that matters.
Unstuck is uncomfortable but it is the only way to move through, to reclaim who we were and who we are meant to be. So when someone triggers you, don't look for an apology. Instead give thanks that they are showing you exactly the space in you that needs to be healed right now. Triggers are nasty lil buggers that move us out of peace and into agitation-- and in that momentary flip, they show us perfectly and clearly where it is that still needs some healin'.
Getting unstuck takes work! It's not easy. Easy is what gets us stuck and Comfy is staying there. When we work on ourselves, unearthing the very best of who we are at our core, while temporarily uncomfortable, yields the most miraculous of truths!
Self work is also the most rewarding, for it frees up energy, unlocks the spaces in ourselves we did not know existed. This allows more of us to be viable, dynamic, and alive in this world.
What lies on the other side of stuck?
We
become who we've dreamed of being. We inspire those we love and the
Divine Dance that is life, flows in every way imaginable.
I love de-mystifying the Spiritual Worlds, so you can step into these yummy waters with ease! The Akasha is the matter of the universe, the basic fiber that makes up all of the life around us. The
Akashic Record is the imprint, the memories of the matter. Every
person, place, event and even business has a unique Akashic Record.
They are essentially the Contract --the Agreement-- between You and God/Goddess/Source. Every action, every love, every job, everything you need to karmically balance is kept in your Record. Past lives and future lives can be discovered there too. It is the very checklist you must accomplish in this life. In your Akashic Records, we can see your highest truth, your Divine essence. If you can touch who you were meant to be, you can so much easier step into that truth. It not only helps you know who you were meant to be, but can also help explain why you must do the things you do. This perspective can be invaluable as we all make our way through the waters of the mundane.
These Records are yours to access, review and understand. A guided process with psychics & healers initiated in the Akashic Records can be beneficial to help re-focus and inspire you on your Path. However, we always have ways you can touch this for yourself... A few great books by Linda Howe are now making these sacred tomes available for the asking. I do enjoy her work and find value in what they share. Is it as clear as a reading? Probably not... but it's a great place for personal empowerment! I do encourage you to at least once in this life, to visit your Akashic Records. For me, it is the only way to do a reading. It is the chalice from which the best inspiration can be found. To not review your Records seems fool hardy, why would you not want to?!?
NEVER ALONE -- This phrase bounced through my head for
years.Each time my beloved would bellow
his frustrations with his own intuitive ability to “hear” his angels and
guides: “I feel like they’ve abandoned
me," he would furl with utter dismay.I
would be bombarded with Never Alone, Never Alone, Never Alone.Like a lonely satellite orbiting without
destination, this psychic barrage would flood me until I shared the message.
As one who hears and feels it all – Spirits, Ascended
Masters, Angels, ghosts, and every other brand of disembodied energy—I am
puzzled by the feeling of being alone.After all we are never truly alone.If we know God, if we know Angels, if we can feel the wind upon our face
or the heat of the sun upon our skin… we are never alone.
Yet many who suffer, truly do feel uncomfortable in their
own quiet.While meditation works
wonders for some people, for me it never really let me sink into my own velvety
depths.Cultivating quiet is a blissful
and spacious exercise but for me, it just felt like unproductive sitting.
I instead like to be messy.Dive into those murky waters and muck around in my own psyche.Unfurl all matters of thoughts, randomness,
shame, grief and discomfort til I pop back up clean and unscathed.This may be Cancerian nature but, diving
right the heck in always feels so much better than passive “sit and watch your
thoughts float away.”I dig me some
drama, baby!
Once you can visit these waters, seeing your own Shadow and
telling him, “Let’s rumble,” the loneliness dissipates.
In all healing there are 2 components – releasing & purging stuckor non-productive energies
AND bringing in something new, be it inspiration, clear guidance, or even
reclaimed aspects of you.
Healing can be messy, little darling, but once we can go
there, clarity, peace and yes --even relief -- come bounding in.If loneliness is your trigger, I invite you to
touch your darkest corners, bring it light and allow the healing to begin.When we
can get past feeling alone, we can remember we are rather AL(L)ONE. ...as I'm getting ready to post, 3 Libras (bellowing the lyric "you don't see me") came on Pandora... even the video shows delving into those murky depths.... how's that for cosmic timing?
As we watch the world around us, change is in the air... emotionally, physically, culturally and planetarily, everything is stirred up right now. What a gift this can be once we can see, heal and release the triggers and resulting memories it is revealing to us.
And schiet, this is never easy work. Grueling, sobbing, and messy is how it feels to me. This season of Metal, expressed in the Autumn is always a challenge for me.
Let's get neutral for a sec and postpone my verbosity... If we look back to ancient practices, the Chinese saw connections in everything. The classic healing manuscript the Yellow Emperor's Classic of Medicine reminds us Metal is all about:
- breathe
- inspiration
- grief
- letting go
- value & importance
- love of the father
My brain translates this as:
- stern & cold
- judgemental
- practical
- shallow
- not good enough
My interpretation of metal is whack yes, but its my truth so it's mine to own and clear. By living this belief of Metal, I have been denying myself all its gifts and it's teachings. As much as I love the fall, because of my blind spots, I've made it an incredibly uncomfortable time for myself. Silly brain!
So, I set out as any person ready for healing does... kicking and screaming! I scheduled for myself a cosmic ass whoop so big, I couldn't help but fall apart-- acupuncture, past life regression and 2 energetic healing sessions all in a week. Crazy to be certain, but I knew I needed help to shake off whatever giant brambles are holding me back.
I was a mess by the weekend, feeling like I had lost myself... questioning everything in my world... and feeling utterly unconnected to this thing called Metal-- this core expression of nature that I was completely unable to touch. I was vulnerable and eager but still unsure what came next. Then it happened... a true to life death that culled it all and brought the gift of resolution.
My favorite college professor died. Brutal fucking pancreatic cancer, the beast that also took out my grandfather (who coincidentally died 25 years ago today!) and my celestial brother, Bill Hicks. Remember this is all connected -- The pancreas in Chinese 5 Element is the store-house of ideas... perhaps they were all just too damned full of inspiration!
Hal taught me to see the magic in life again. He inspired and lifted me in ways I didn't yet know at 19 years old. He saw me for who I was and championed me to feel and be fearless. Inspiration was guaranteed whether he was teaching German (sorry Professor, my tongue never did quite get in the swing) or Goethe, Schopenhauer's philosophy or the societal importance of fairy tales... Hal brought passion and mysticism into every day. I took every class and an extra year of college just to have more time being in the presence of this great man. I can see now how many of my passions, my core values, were birthed in his presence and by his light.
As my boyfriend of that time so aptly said: "He made us believe". Grieving his passing, he's been quite present helping me heal. Weird noises in my house have appeared that I've never heard in my 4 years here. Ticks and scratches totally foreign to my home. Even my family has been aware there's something visiting us. Grief has been very present for me. Coupled with my intense week of healing, I'm in a perfect moment of acute vulnerability to heal.
I began wanting to write about Metal and the Fall and all the power and healing that can occur. But I'm too puddly right now. A blubbering raw monkey tyring to inspire others. Psah....
What Dr. Becker has helped me see so clearly is .... Hal was the perfect Metal-- inspired and fatherly, he challenged us all to be our best and more importantly to be mensch. I think all I really wanted was for him to be proud of me... proud of the woman I became and not the irresponsible young adult he knew. In his presence I felt special, important and in the heartbeat of God.
From the other side, He offered me a healing-- the profound gift of forgiveness.
Shame blocked my ability to feel and embrace my Metal. And Hal has helped me heal it. 13 years later, I can finally let it go. And this is the true value of the season.
Hal has reminded me our memories always judge us more harshly than God/Goddess/Spirit does. So embrace your shame, your flaws, your colossal f' ups and
bring it on. We have no space for it, no time for these heavy and
wasteful emotions that keep us from being who God asked us to be. Find
what inspires you, what hurts you and what ails you and blocks you.
This is not comfortable work, but it is essential. Use this season to let go of what no longer serves your heart, let go of what eats at your soul and breathe your true self back into the world.
I love sleep! Curl me up, cover me up and mama can sleep for 8 hours quite happily and easily! The dreams that follow are both profound and mundane-- extraordinary and just plain weird. There is much confusion over the power of dreams and where they come from. My understanding (so far) is that dreams are both our time to heal and a time to commune. Loved ones, Angels, Spirit Guides, and higher aspects of ourselves are able to easily reach us while in slumber.
While not every dream is as important... all dreams carry their own message, teaching, or healing.
Rather than stress over why you can't remember dreams, focus instead on one little thing: how do you feel when you wake? Invariably this is the gift of the dream and can help set the tone for your day. If you really are a Virgo -- and can't simply let go over the details! and desire for control even in sleep -- get over it already! Dreams are not ours to control, that's what waking hours are for. Dreams are instead the time we can receive, my darlin! Let yourself relax into it so you too can feel, share and benefit from the messages that are left for you when you wake.
For those of you still unsatisfied with the loosey goosey aspect of dreamtime, buy a pointed clear quartz. They are excellent memory sticks and when placed under a pillow can assist in dream recall.
My strongest gift is in helping others re-member not only their brilliance and Divinity but also restoring their Soul Mission.
Each of us enters this life with a unique and specific calling. Often, we are most clearly in touch with this in our childhood. As we grow up and try increasingly harder to do what others expect of us, we lose touch with this soul calling (our own life purpose), and some of us forget it completely. This loss is epic not only to the individual but also to the universe.
Our Soul Mission serves not only our highest soul aspects, our very Divinity, but is also a sacred contract we agreed to manifest and bring to this world. Just as we need food and air to survive, our soul needs to fulfill this agreement to evolve! Imagine if Gandhi had instead decided to be an accountant …The world would have been bereft without his universal vision of peace and love. The world not only asks of us to do our best but EXPECTS and is counting on us to fulfill our commitment --our Soul Mission-- in order for mankind, the Earth, and the Universe to continue evolving.
You are Divine and the world needs you to live your Highest calling!
We all have something majestic to offer our world. At this most unique time in human history approaching the energetic shift of 2012, we are all needed to do our part. The Universe was designed to have all people from all cultures live and thrive with joy and ease, and once you are back in alignment with this truth, everything falls into place.
Your Soul Mission is not only the abilities which come easiest to you but also the skills and talents which bring you the greatest joy (in other words, your passion). By tapping into your innate skills and vitality (your Divine Essence), you are able to give Mother Earth and all Her people exactly what you agreed to manifest, and in turn, living your life most fulfilled and appreciative. This is exactly what is meant by the phrase: “Live your passion and the money will follow!” Imagine re-discovering your heart's passion and integrating it with your community in a manner that's reciprocally sustaining ...The original Heaven on Earth: The way the world was intended!
Through the Akashic Records and connecting with your Spirit Guides and Angelic Counsel, I am able to help you re-member your Soul Mission. Having your life purpose re-awakened is both a gift and a commitment. The return is very much a spiritual home-coming helping you feel more fulfilled and complete in your everyday life. Every fiber of your being (body, mind, heart & soul!) will resonate with harmonic bliss. Once your sacred path is identified, there will be no questioning this is exactly what you're supposed to be doing in this lifetime! It's that “eureka” moment when the lightbulb goes on and everything clicks perfectly. You KNOW it in every cell and your whole being feels lighter because it's resonating as the next step in your process.
Re-aligning with your Divine purpose is easier than one would think, because every aspect of your life was specially designed to help you achieve this Mission! Once re-aligned, you will discover things in your life happen magically and effortlessly. With this in mind, let's consider the purpose of “road blocks” which everyone encounters throughout their day....
Blocks often appear as our greatest teachers showing up to remind us how to find ourselves again. By continually facing the same challenges, great lessons are offered to us. Andye is able to help you get the gift from these road blocks so you can heal yourself emotionally, physically, and spiritually.
Not only am I able to help you re-member your Mission but I work with your Angelic Counsel to provide concrete guidance and next steps empowering you to embrace your Soul Mission. Rituals, exercises, and spiritual assignments are often given that allow you to begin changing your life.
I am not a healer believing instead everyone is Divine with the innate ability, desire and power to heal themselves. Using intuitive guidance, shamanic insights, and the divine expressions of Color I am able to help bring forth your highest self. My mission is to inspire and empower the world to fulfill its limitless potential. Just as you made a sacred contract to do your part, I too am doing mine. Only by helping people (re)awaken am I able to fulfill my destiny.
Re-align yourself back with your Soul Mission and the Universe will shine brighter as YOU are living your life purpose.
A girlfriend who is a healer trained in natural wellness is trying CieAura for the first time. She asked if CieAura helped get to the root of healing or whether it acted as a "bandaid" allowing you to miss the true cause of the dis-ease. I was inspired by this question and asked Metatron for guidance in answering her fully.
Natural healing for deep and lasting wellness comes from bringing our attention to the reason for the dis-ease. Physical aches and pains-- especially those which have been with us a long time-- are our cues to look within to ascertain the root cause. Our society has become accustomed to receive "healing" in a pill. The pill enters our body, must be broken down by our stomach and liver, then somehow makes its way through the entire body to alleviate the pain localized in a specific area. In my opinion, this is taking the long route ... when there's a quicker path from point A to point B.
CieAura instead calls our close attention to the physical location of the pain. We must quiet ourselves to carefully notice where the discomfort is and place a Holographic Chip there. CieAura actually allows for deeper healing, because requires we don't simply stick and ignore. Using CieAura we monitor the pain to ensure we have put the chip in the right place. If we are not relieved within 15-20 minutes, the chip(s) should be adjusted to find the precise location for relief. The keys to success with CieAura are: Location, Hydration, and Duration.
By making us more aware of the intensity of pain or discomfort, we have to bring closer attention to ourselves than we would with any other healing modality. When we go to a doctor, or take a pill to "magically" fix our aches, or even when we visit a massage therapist, we are immediately and decisively removing all of our own power for self-healing. I am certainly NOT saying do not go to a doctor when needed ... rather I'm trying to explain how our current healthcare system has effectively removed ourselves as experts regarding our own body and our own healing abilities.
The ability to heal ourselves is put in our own hands by bringing attention to the pain. The power to treat ourselves and find lasting total health is put back into our control with CieAura.
I have mentioned the gift of CieAura many times, but until my friend asked this specific question, I didn't really appreciate the depth of true and lasting healing CieAura can provide. This level of wellness and ability to take full responsibility is what natural healing is all about.
** These statements are based on my direct experiences and serve as testimonials endorsing a product I believe in deeply. CieAura does not diagnose, treat, cure, heal or prevent any disease or injury. **
Deep shamanic work is among the most healing and powerful energetic modalities on the planet. It has been relied on since time began as the most direct way to heal, treat, or cure any ailment.
Only the initiated may enter these worlds and must know the boundaries and protocol. Even with training and knowledge, character is the most important attribute of any great shaman. In order to enter these sacred Spiritual realms, one must be fearless and confident. Nothing can do us harm but by opening ourselves up when we are vulnerable we can never be sure of what may follow us out.
I won't do shamanic work when I'm feeling weak or even an eensy bit unsure of myself. Instead I enter these realms as a Warrior, trusting my power and knowing I am protected by all times by my Spirit Guides.
We should all have a special something that can remind us of our power. Whether it be a crystal, a friend or a picture, we all must have a little magic that puts us back into the right space to embody our magnificence.
I often rely on music as I prepare to walk the Spirit Realms...
-for deep shamanic work, Pat Benatar's Invincible always does the trick
-for working with Angels and Ascended Masters, Omission by John Frusciante can help me step aside to let Spirit lead the healing
Music has a way of transcending all boundaries, allowing us to bypass all limitations and dream into being our highest potential. Who makes you sing the song of your soul?
I had a shamanic healing session scheduled over the weekend. I have been eagerly anticipating it for weeks yet as I arrived, I was filled with butterflies. I was nervous and unsure of what to expect. Over the years I had forgotten this feeling of apprehension that often precedes a healing. I sometimes hear it from clients but rarely am on the receiving end.
I had to remind myself:
Nervous energy is often disguised excitement. In approaching a breakthrough, or great change, the energy may feel like nerves when in fact it is the universe revving us up for greatness.
It was indeed one of the most profound and moving healings I have ever received. (Love and gratitude to my sisters Katherine and Denise for this profound gift). There was nothing to be nervous about and I remembered to receive the wisdom they delivered.
When you schedule a session with an intuitive, shaman, or healer and feel these nerves come up, rather than thinking them to be bad vibes or a sign you shouldn't do it, recognize the emotions as a sign of great wonder, great momentum, and a valuable gift. The nerves are confirming that what you are about to receive is 100% real. Change is possible and, in the hands of great healers, ensured.
I realize the term Rock 'n Roll Shaman may be misinterpreted. Do I think I'm a rock star? Am I so egotastic that I think the term Rock 'n Roll encompasses my greatness? Anyone who knows me well will be guffawing by now.
I chose this title for not only my deep love of music but also for the ability of music to be the great transcend-er, the essence of spirit and presence.A single note can bring us into the Now and suspend us there forever. I am a Rock 'n Roll Shaman not because I rock but because of how it makes me roll.... roll into oneness and transport me into the spiritual realms we as shamans walk.
Music has a way of capturing a moment like amber! Anytime you hear the song it brings you back to a singular memory. Hitler knew its power (as did Wagner) to move beyond words to incite a feeling as real and raw as any we can experience on our own. When in the wrong hands (as with any powerful tool) it can be used to orchestrate disaster, but when used as intended-- to touch the Divine-- anything is truly possible.
I began scribbling out some thoughts on my Rock 'n Roll brand of shamanism and an amazing healing occurred for my handsome hubby. With Pandora (the Faith No More station, specifically) on on the background, I began receiving guidance on his road map to health and wealth. He too is an intense music lover so for us to be able to step into this divine flow together was a sacred treat.
For years he has been asking for very clear and obvious signs of his next steps. We began chatting, him being honestly aware of the reality he has created, when the songs began to answer us back. TEN songs in a row from Metallica to Stone Temple Pilots to Tool each played a piece, giving me the questions to ask (through the lyrics) and allowing him a chance to see things in ways he hadn't before.
After our 90 minute rockin' healing, we looked back over this adventure. We laughed and cried heartily. It was beyond uncanny, beyond weird, beyond wild-- it was his perfect manifestation of clear answers. It was his answer from the Divine he had asked for so many years. They gave him a Road Map showing him concretely the next steps to live his life in alignment with his highest aspirations and dreams. (Pandora backward - A ROaD MAP, mere coincidence? ...btw it never is... coincidences are a direct sign from the Heavens, a hands on method to communicate with us silly humans.)
This morning we awoke still giddy at our experience and without words to capture the awe and gratitude of this gift.
I said before I think Pandora is a great gadget. But er, um, I must now revise that... With the right guide, a Rock N Roll shaman perchance, Pandora can be a tool of divine insight.
Spirit is easily able to put songs on our radio and iPods at just the right moment. I'm sure if you think back you can remember a time when this happened to you. Not just during times of heartbreak listening to Journey non-stop (:-) but anytime we need clear guidance from our Angels and Spirit Helpers. Music (and the right song at the right time) is a "tool" I have worked with for years and trusted as a direct connection to the other side. Coupled with Pandora and our own budding abilities of manifestation, nothing less than the miraculous is possible through healing and music.
